The Moment

Isn't it funny how life can be so simple at times? Simple and not fun. Simple and difficult. Simple and strange? I would love to have everything happen right now. I want to travel, I want to own a house, I want to have babies and watch them grow. I want, I want, I want. And yet, God teaches us patience by denying those silly things.I also want to spend more time with my family, and my husband. I want a chance to slow down and watch the sunrise with a cup of tea in my hands. It feels like everything is falling into place, but I can't understand this restlessness I feel. This rambling makes no sense, but it helps me clear my head. I wish I could write beautiful poetry to get my point across. I wish I was capable of being patient. I wish I would stop wishing for things and live in the moment.